Diamonded Butterflies

(Diamond Butterflies Starring the shy and kind Pegasus name Fluttershy and the stylish fashionable unicorn name Rarity)

Fluttershy's Journal, July 18, 2012, Morning. Umm, to be honest, I've never had a diary before. Rarity told me that it's for helping me express my deepest and most darkest secrets, like the time I was in a kindergarten play, on stage, and I got so scared that I wet myself cause the audience was looking at me. Or the time I cried so loud for my mom when I was at a school trip. My years as a filly were rough. Wow, Rarity is right, this journal is pretty neat. I'm already expressing my emotions and secrets into the pages. I just hope that nopony ever finds it. However, I shouldn't worry. Rarity told me that she would beat anypony up if any one were to see this. I love Rarity, she's the most caring and lovable marefriend I've ever had in my entire life. She's done so much for me over the past few months we've been dating. Like that one day that I was so sick, I couldn't move, and it was winter at that time. January 12, 2012. The worst winter storm of the century. I was sleeping in my bed and I woked up, feeling so weak and so nimble. I've always felt so weak, but not like this, before. My body felt like an oven, my nose was so stuffed up like Angel's mouth when he eats his food, and my throat was so scratchy and sore. Not to mention my stomach felt weird, like I was about to throw up. It was hard to breath, and it was hard to get up.

Fluttershy: Uhhhh, Angel? (I called as I started coughing)

I didn't feel so good. I was sick with a fever, and I think I caught a tiny little stomach bug. I had to use the bathroom, but my body was so weak from the fever, that I couldn't move. But I shooked my head and headed to the toilet, where I...relieved myself. I guess I dranked too much water. As I sat there, I felt my head and it was burning hot like a furnace. I don't   remember how I got sick. Probably from the weather. I guess I shouldn't have went under the cold and freezing water to get the bear his food for hibernation day.

Fluttershy: Ohhh, Angel? I don't feel so good.

Angel woked up from his cot and came to me with a worried expression on his cute little face. He might be spoiled, but he was very caring of me. He went up to me and examined my hot head and saw that I was sick. I never wanted Angel to worry about me, to be honest. I felt so ashamed of myself for being sick. Not to mention that winter was the most busiest day to feed the animals. As I was finally relieved of my fluids, I flushed the toilet and washed my face as I wanted to give myself some energy.

Fluttershy: Okay, Fluttershy. You can do this. You have a job to do, and all of your friends are counting on you to help them. Remember what Iron Will said, "When the going gets rough, stand tall and stand tough." You're tough, Fluttershy. It's time to be tough. (I said as I stand tall and coughed)

Then the weird feeling in my stomach came back to haunt me. I held my mouth, went to the toilet, and started throwing up my meal from last night. Angel held my light-pink mane for me so that no piece of vomit went on it. I guess I'm not that tough. But I didn't wanna stay in bed like a lazy pony. I had work to do, and I was going to go through with it, regardless of some silly illness. Angel was very worried about me from the way I was acting. He didn't want me to go outside the freezing cold to help the others be prepared for hibernation cause he knows it'll only make my sickness worse. But I didn't care. Oh no, I didn't mean to say that. I think I'll erase that sentence later. With my mittens, scarf, hat and snow gear on, I went outside and gathered as much animals as I can to get them inside their homes so they can stay warm. The storm was getting fierce like a lion and the temperature just kept on going down.

Fluttershy's Mind: Brrrr, it's cold. Ugh, my head hurts. Pull yourself together, Fluttershy. You got this. For your friends. (I said as I started coughing)

For the past few minutes, I started rounding up all the animals so I can get them warm until the storm was over. From chickens, to the baby ducks, to the squirrels and skunks, and the birds and blue jays as well. With each minute, the storm was getting worse and worse. As I was almost done helping out the remaining baby chicks, I started to feel dizzy and disoriented, thanks to the fever. I don't know how much I could last. I was on the verge of passing out, any minute.

Fluttershy: There, that's everyone. (I said as I was done)

I felt happy, knowing that all of my furry and lovable friends were all safe and sound in their homes, I wish I could say the same for me. With everything set and done, I trotted back to my house. All I was thinking about was the bed and some hot chocolate. But then, the storm got much worse than before, making it hard for me to get inside. My fever was getting the better of me, and I was struggling as much as I could to get inside. I couldn't do it though, I couldn't go on. I then fainted on the icy frosted snow as I was getting tired. The snow was cold like ice and the freezing weather made it uncomfortable. I was very scared, knowing that I was going to freeze to death. I only hoped that if I die because of my sickness, and this weather, my animals would be taken care off by one of my best friends. The thought of it made me cry, but knowing how cold it was, my tears turned into ice shards. Then, as I try to open my eyes, I see a shadow coming to me. I didn't know who it was, or what it wanted. I was just happy that I was being saved by somepony. However, before I could see the mysterious figures face, my eyes were closed as I went into an unconscious state. It was stupid of me to go out into the freezing cold like that, but I just wanted to help my friends. I do anything for them. Then as I opened my eyes and woke up, I found myself laying in a very comfortable bed, under the covers, in a strange but familiar room.

Fluttershy: Huh, where am I? (I said as I was in the bed, tired and confused)

The bed I was laying in was very comfortable. The sheets, the spread, and the design looked amazing. It was like a princess could sleep on it. And it felt like I was laying on a cloud. Even the pillows were fluffy like cotton. I then looked around the room and saw a few things that had me thinking. The ponyquins, the large bundle of fabric, and the fireplace that was blazing so the place could be warm. And then, with a burst of memory, I knew where I was; in Rarity's room. And then I realized that it was Rarity who saved me from the storm. I never knew how much she cared for me. I wanted to get up and go downstairs to thank her for helping me, but then I felt fatigue from the fever and layed myself into a dreamless sleep. Fluttershy, you idiot, you're still sick. And I think the storm made it worse. A few hours later, I felt somepony caressing my mane, telling me to wake up. I opened my eyes and saw that it was Rarity who had a bowl of hot soup waiting for me.

Fluttershy: Huh, Rarity? (I said as I woke up from my nap)

Rarity: It's me, darling. Don't worry, you're safe. Oh my stars, you had me worried sick. I saw you buried in the snow, with a fever. What were you thinking, Fluttershy? You know never to go into the cold when you're sick. It can make things awful for you.

Fluttershy: (Sniff) I'm sorry...(I sobbed as I started crying)

Rarity: Awe, there there, shy shy. Don't cry, my baby. It's alright. (She said as she hugs me and strokes my mane)

My eyes were watered up with tears. Rarity was right, I felt very foolish for doing something like that. Rarity hugged me as I kept on crying. The though of death made me very sad with regret, and I didn't want to think about it. It was so overwhelming. Rarity snuggled with me, hoping I would calm down. I don't know what I would do without her. She was so caring, so sweet, so lovely, and so soft. I think I stopped crying at that point.

Rarity: Alright, enough of that, darling. Big mares don't cry. (She said as she wipe the tears from my eyes)

Fluttershy: I'm sorry. (I said in regretfulness)

Rarity: Shy shy, you have nothing to be sorry about. You only wanted to help your poor little friends get warm. Besides, this is the worst storm of the century. Yeah, this years winter wrap up is gonna be pretty busy, and unpleasant. Oh well, we'll cross that bridge when we get to it. In the meantime, I better do my best to take care of you.

Fluttershy: Mmmmmmmmh, I don't feel so good. (I moaned as I felt dizzy)

Rarity: I know, hun. Having a fever is not the best thing. Nor a stomach bug. I should know. Anywho, lets check your temperature. Say ahhh for me, please? (She said as she gets the thermometer from her drawer)

I opened my mouth and held the metal part of the thermometer with my lips, just as Rarity said. She looked at me while she was waiting for the scale to rise up, admiring how cute I was. She then felt my head to see how hot I was. From the way she was looking, Rarity was very worried about me. I never wanted her to worry, she reminded me of Angel when he saw me in my sick state. I feel really bad for being sick, right now. A few minutes later, Rarity took out the thermometer from my mouth and was shocked as she saw the results.

Rarity: Oh my stars! One-hundred and five-point-nine. That's an emergency.

Fluttershy: (Sigh) I knew I shouldn't have went out there.

Rarity: Like I said, darling, it's not your fault. Alright, lets see if we can get your temperature down a bit. Are you hungry?

Fluttershy: I don't know, I threw up this morning. So I guess I am.

Rarity: Hmmmm, usual stomach bug. Comes with every sickness, sometimes. Hmmmm, hope you don't mind some sunflower noodle soup. It should go down easily.

Fluttershy: Alright, sounds good. (I smiled with delight)

Rarity gets the soup from the table and feeds me the savory and tasty broth. As I take my first sip, I felt my body being engulfed with warm soothing heat thanks to it. It tasted so good. I never knew that Rarity was a cook. She even fed me the sunflower parts for me. At first, I was afraid that my stomach would act funny thanks to the soup, and I would start throwing up, but it didn't do that. Thank Celestia, I didn't want to vomit on Rarity, she would be pretty mad.

Fluttershy: All done. (I said as I take my last sip of the soup)

Rarity: (Giggle) You're such a cutie, you know that? (She said as she kisses me on the forehead)

Fluttershy: Thank you for feeding me.

Rarity: No problem, hun. You know I'll always take care of you, no matter what. You're my delicate angel. Alright, it's getting late, and you need your rest. You have a long road to recover, lets see if we can make it a short one, alright, baby.

Fluttershy: Okay, Rarity. Ummmm, will you sleep with me, pretty please? (I said as I started coughing and moaning)

Rarity: Of course, baby. Besides, you might start having fever dreams and I don't want you to be scared and alone when you wake up from them.

Fluttershy: Fever dreams?

Rarity: Oh yes, some can be weird and some can be frighting. (She said as she goes under the covers and sleeps with me)

Fluttershy: Oh my, I'm very scared to have one. (I said as snuggled with her)

Rarity: Don't worry, darling. I'll be right here when you wake up, alright?

Fluttershy: Okay. (I yawned)

I layed my sick little head on Rarity's soft and beautiful white chest, embracing in her warm comfort. Her heartbeat was so strong and it was rising with each waking minute. She was so beautiful and caring. The beats were lulling me to sleep, and I could feel my lovers hooves caressing my pink mane. Rarity was my pillow, my cloud, and my heart. She was also humming a lullaby and slowly, I started to get sleepy. My eyes were heavy like anvils and I was yawning very loudly. I tried my best to keep myself up so I wouldn't have a fever dream, but I couldn't go on. I was very sick and I needed to sleep.

Fluttershy: Good night, Rarity. (I said as I close my eyes and drifted off to sleep)

Rarity: Good night, my love. (She said as she kisses me)

Then, as I went into a deep sleep, I started to have a weird dream. It was hard to describe, but I was in a dark chasm, filled with weird creatures that were making weird sounds. I got very scared so I kept on running, but then I was transported to this hallway. The wallpaper was spiraling and spinning like a music video that I watched with Rarity. She has a crazy playlist in her Itrod. I kept on running and running, but it was no use. The hallway was like a maze, and I was getting lost with each second. I started to cry in fear. The dream was getting scary with each minute. But then, I hear Rarity's voice, calling to me.

Rarity: It's okay, Fluttershy. You don't have to be scared anymore. (She said as she came close to me)

Fluttershy: R-Rarity, is that you?

Rarity: Hmmm, I don't know. Does this answer your question. (She said as she kisses me)

It was her! I know it was just a dream, but everything about her was real. Her lips, her kiss, her taste, her warm embrace. And suddenly, my nightmare became a good dream. We were now in a valley, filled with flowers. Both of us were still kissing each other. It felt like heaven. The taste of my lovers lips made me smile for joy. I then felt her hooves touching and caressing my flank. I think she loved how soft and sensitive it was. I didn't mind, I wanted her to do that. The only thing that escaped my mouth was gasps and moaning. I was so caught up in her loving embrace. I never wanted to leave her side. I woked up from the fever dream that turned out amazing. It was a nightmare at first, But with Rarity, it turned out to be something beautiful. I yawned and opened my eyes and saw the beautiful morning sky. It was so lovely, even though it was still filled with white snowing clouds. I found myself laying on Rarity's beating chest, still listening to her heartbeat. Soothing and calming, just the way I liked it. Nothing could ruin this moment, but then I started coughing and sneezing, waking Rarity up.

Rarity: Huh, oh, good morning, darling. Sleep well?

Fluttershy: Mmm hmm, sorry I woke you. (I said as I coughed)

Rarity: Awe, poor baby. You're still sick. (She said as she caresses my mane)

Unfortunately, It's true. I still had the same symptoms like yesterday. Sore throat, headache, fever, stomach bug, and sneezing. I hate being sick, I was hoping that today I would feel better, but it turns out I was wrong.

Fluttershy: I don't want to be sick anymore. (I coughed)

Rarity: I know, shy shy. Being sick is awful, it messes with your good looks. But you're still beautiful to me.

Fluttershy: Oh Rarity, you say the most sweetest things.

Rarity: It's because I love you, dearie. Now listen, I was thinking that there was no way I was gonna let you go back out there in the cold, so I'm letting you stay here till you feel better.

Fluttershy: But....

Rarity: And don't worry, dear. I told Angel about this and he's gonna handle everything till you get back. I just want you to make a full recovery, okay? I really care about you a lot, Fluttershy, and I don't want anything bad to happen to you.

Fluttershy: Okay, you're right. Thank you, Rarity. I hope I won't be a burden to you. (I said in a sad voice)

Rarity: Shy shy, I love you. You're never a burden to me. Now, let's see if we can lower your temperature. How about a nice warm but cold bath. Sounds good?

Fluttershy: Oh yes, that would be lovely. (I said in delight)

Rarity and I got up from the bed and headed to the bathroom, where I was going to take a soothing, cold bath. Taking a bath was the best way to cure me of my fever, even though it might take time. My lover was setting up the bath. She filled up the tub with water, soap, and relaxing salts. It's almost as if I was in a spa. But I knew Rarity would do stuff like this for me, she really cared about me very much. As the tub was filled with warm water, I breath a little as I was about to jump right in.

Rarity: Alright, sweetie. Everything's set, whenever you're ready. Just jump right in. (She said as she was done filling the tub with water)

Fluttershy: Right. Okay.

I then entered the water-filled tub, hoping it wouldn't get cold like a swimming pool, but it turned out alright. It was not to cold nor hot. It was just the right amount of temperature. I relaxed and let the soothing aroma of bath salts and soap take me away. I was in pure pony heaven, alright. Then I felt the scrubbing of my body as Rarity started cleaning me up with her bath sponge. I guess she wanted to make sure I smelled nice. That was my Rarity, always caring for me. I don't know what I would do without her.

Rarity: Sorry, Darling. Have to make sure you're as clean as a wine glass.

Fluttershy: It's okay, Rarity. It actually feels good. (I said as I sneezed)

Rarity: Glad you're enjoying it. And bless you, by the way.

Fluttershy: (Sniff) Thank you. (I said as I wipe my nose)

She scrubbed everywhere around my body. My underarm, my ears, my legs, my chest, my crack, and between my flank. She even scrubbed my no-no place as well which kinda tickles a bit when she cleaned it. Rarity then shampoo my mane for me. The soap smelled like lavender with a hint of jasmine flowers, it was a lovely smell. I could feel my lovers hooves working away on my scalp, making sure she didn't miss a thing.

Rarity: Does that feel good, darling?

Fluttershy: Mmmhmmm, feel lovely.

Rarity: I always get the best shampoo for my hair. I wanted to share it with you. Just because you're sick doesn't mean you can't smell fabulous.

Fluttershy: Heh heh, thank you, Rarity.

Rarity: Like I said, it's no trouble.

I really gotta stop thanking her a lot. She didn't mind helping me out when I was sick. It was like I had a personal nurse. A sweet, caring and beautiful nurse. And sexy. Heh heh, I'm having too much fun with this journal. A few hours later, Rarity helped me out of the tub and gave me a towel to dry myself off. She escorted me to her room where she sat me down on her bed as she was going to help me. She got another towel and started scrubbing my hair so it can be dry, but she did it very gently and soft. Rarity knew how sensitive I was, that's what I love about her the most. Then she gets out a blow dryer and starts drying my hair with it, combing it actually. She wanted my mane to look glossy and pretty as well. When it came to Rarity, she know how to make me look pretty the best.

Rarity: There, all done, now hop up under the covers.

Fluttershy: Okay. (I answered as I did so)

Rarity: There, my shy shy is all clean and nice. And your mane is just to die for. You're still feeling feverish, dearie? (She said as she felt my head)

Fluttershy: Mmm hmm, and my throats very sore as well. (I said as I started coughing)

Rarity: Awe, poor thing. At least the bath lowered your temperature so it's better than nothing. Dear Celestia, what a storm. (She said as we both looked out the window)

Fluttershy: I don't think it's going to clear up anytime soon. I hope my animals are alright.

Rarity: They are, Fluttershy. Don't worry yourself too much, it's bad for your immune system. Right now, you just lay your little head to bed and I'll go fix you up some tomato soup, sounds good. I'll even add some grilled cheese for you since I know it's your favorite.

Fluttershy: That sounds delicious. (I said in excitement)

Rarity: Anything to make my shy shy feel better. Now rest up, and I'll go get you your food. (She said as she kisses my head and trotted off to the kitchen)

Rarity went to the kitchen make my food while I was snuggled in the bed, waiting for her. Her sheets were very comfortable. I felt like a snugglebug on a rug. However, the feeling of the sheets made me very sleepy. I tried my best not to drift off to sleep, in fear of having another fever dream. The last one was alright cause Rarity was in it, but I didn't want to face another dream like that alone. I tried my best to keep my eyes close but the fatigue was taking a toll on me. I tired shaking my head, but it was no use. I really wanted to sleep, and I did. My heavy eyes closed and I slept. But, this sleep was a dreamless one. Thank Celestia. I then heard a voice in my sleep, and it was Rarity who was calling me.

Rarity: Darling, time to wake up. (She said as she nudges me)

Fluttershy: Huh? (I uttered as I woke up from my quick nap)

I then saw the bed tray of food that was right in front of me. The food is just as Rarity said it would be. Basil tomato soup with grilled cheese. The aroma of the soup was so intoxicating, I started drooling. I was really hungry. I only hope that when I eat, the food would stay in my tummy and not out of my mouth.

Rarity: Dig in, Darling. I made it just the way you like it.

I took my spoon and tasted the warm and creamy tomato soup that was oh so yummy. I could feel the soup warming up my stomach and throat. I even took a slice of grilled cheese and dipped it into the soup and it was delicious. Rarity was watching me eat. I feel  uncomfortable when somepony watches me eat. But with Rarity, I didn't feel nervous. I think she found it cute that I was eating. She even wiped off a smudge of tomato soup from my cheek and kissed it as well. I love Rarity so much.

Rarity: Enjoying your meal, darling?

Fluttershy: Mmmhmm, it taste very good. And my stomach's not acting funny anymore.

Rarity: I'm very happy for you, darling.

Fluttershy: But I still have a fever. (I said as I sneezed)

Rarity: (Sigh) The long road to recover is a long one, but who says ya can't make it short. Don't worry, Shy shy. I'll make sure you feel better before the week's over. (She said as she kisses me)

Looking at Rarity's face, she was determined to help me battle this sickness. I'm so happy to have a marefrend that was caring as ever. I believed in her. January 17, 2012, Morning. The weather was still snowy, but it didn't snow that much as it use to. Now at night, the sky glowed bright orange clouds that covered everything. Winter wrap up is coming in a few months. After that, we'll be free of this dreaded snow. I woke up in Rarity's arms. Her loving embrace helped me sleep better, and it gave me no nightmares. I then got up and stretched my hooves, and as I take my first breath of air, I realized, I felt better. My throat wasn't sore, my nose wasn't stuffed up and my body was at it's normal temperature. I felt like jumping for joy, and it's all thanks to Rarity. I gave her a hug in excitement, waking her up from her nap.

Fluttershy: Rarity, I feel better. I'm not sick anymore. Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to wake you up. (I said regretfully)

Rarity: Mmmmmh, no no, it's okay, I have to get up, anyways. Mmmmmh, so you're not sick anymore?  (She said as she wakes up and feels my head)

Fluttershy: Nope, I feel like a million bits. (I answer with enthusiasm)

Rarity: Good, I'm very happy for you, and let it stay that way. I hate when my shy shy get's sick. I wanted to do this. (She said as she passionately kisses me on the lips)

Fluttershy: Mmmmmh, I missed that. (I whispered)

Rarity: Me too. (She smiled at me)

After having a few cuddling minutes with Rarity, me and her headed to the kitchen to eat some breakfast. Looking around, I guess Sweetie Belle left early for school. It's fine, I hope she has a good time at school. Plus with Sweetie not here, I can have Rarity all to myself. I was more than just excited, I was happy like a school filly. I sat down on the table, waiting for Rarity to join me as soon as she was done finishing up with breakfast. She was making chocolate pancakes with eggs and hay bacon strips. I was so happy because now I don't have to worry about throwing up my meal if I eat it.

Rarity: Scramble or whole, darling?

Fluttershy: Oh, scramble, please?

Rarity: Alright. Hmmm, looks like the snow storm's clearing off. Now there's nothing left but a blanket of snow. Good, I wanted to go shopping.

Fluttershy: What were you planning to buy?

Rarity: Oh, just some clothing materials. Cotton, fabric, polyester, the works. Probably go to the cafe, you know what I mean? (She said as she serves me the breakfast on a plate)

Fluttershy: Uh huh, oh, thank you. (I smiled)

Rarity: Anytime, darling. Now eat up, you're tummy needs some food after all this time.

So I ate some of the food that Rarity gave me and it was so delicious, especially the chocolate pancakes. It's been a good while since I had food like this before, I'm just glad I didn't have that nasty bug in my stomach, anymore. As me and Rarity ate, she told me a lot of funny stories about the clients that comes into her store, including one of the clients, who was wearing a wig, and requested a batch full of cloths, but as they were doing business, Opal went after the wig, confusing it for a fur monster. It made me laugh. Both of us were done with our breakfast. Our tummies were full. I wish there was seconds though.

Fluttershy: Mmmmmh, that was good. (I burped)

Rarity: Oooh, Fluttershy.

Fluttershy: Oh, excuse me. (I blushed)

Rarity: Oh honey, you're so cute when you blush like that. Say, I have an idea. So we won't get bored in the house, let's take a little stroll around the town. You look like you could use some fresh air after staying in bed for so long.

Fluttershy: Oh, that'll be lovely.

Rarity: Then that settles it. And bundle up too. The storm is over, but the weather is still nasty. This is the best time to wear my new blue polka-dot boots that I've been saving for a rainy day. Well, I should say snowy day.

Fluttershy: Polka-dots?

Rarity: I wanted to do something a little different. Weird of me since dots are not that fashionable, but it was just for fun. Anyways, chop chop. Get bundled and ready. I'm gonna do the same.

Fluttershy: Okay. Oh, Rarity?

Rarity: Yes, my love?

I then gave Rarity a surprise passionate kiss on the lips, savoring the flavors of her sweet saliva. I was in heaven as I kiss her, moaning and gasping in pleasurable blissfulness. The kiss felt so tender, so soft, and so amazing. Rarity glides her hooves to my flank, caressing it with each minute and second. I wiggle a bit as I felt her soft hooves touching me like that. It felt so wonderful, you wouldn't believe it. I think she loved how soft and cute my bottom was. Soft as a pillow, and jiggly like jello. Heh heh, I like this diary. We broke the kiss, saliva dripped from our mouths as our lips pulled away from each other. The kiss was so romantic.

Fluttershy: Thank you for making me feel better. (I smiled)

Rarity: Oh hon, it's no problem. You're my shy shy, and I'll always taking care of you, no matter what. (She smiled back at me)

After our little make-out session, we got ourselves ready to go outside. I can only hope that my immune system was strong enough to endure the cold once more. I had hope, but at the same time, I was scared. I didn't wanna get sick again. But if I do, at least I'll be able to spend some with Rarity again. She was so cute. Anyways, We got on our winter clothing. Boots, soft hats, scarfs, and coats. Being cozy is the best way to get warm on a snowy day. I see Rarity, getting on her polka-dot boots that she told me about. They look so silly, but cute at the same time. I giggled a bit as I caught a glimpse of them. I wish I had those boots.

Rarity: You like, darling? (She said as she shows me the boots)

Fluttershy: They looks lovely and colorful.

Rarity: Why thank you. And let those colts joke all they want, I'm fabulous.

Fluttershy: Heh heh, yes you are.

Rarity: Alright, so, are we all set to go?

Fluttershy: Yep, I got my boots on, my scarf on, my coat on, and I have a cute and white mare to accompany me.

Rarity: Oh you, stop making me blush.

With everything set, we headed outside to the snowy town of Ponyville for a stroll. The entire town was covered in snow, from the houses, to the roofs, to even the gardens that were filled with blooming flowers. I can't wait for spring to arrive. To be honest, I hated the snow. I loved it because you can make a snow angel, but I hated it because of how much of a mess it makes. That's what worries me a lot. Hopefully it won't be bad, today.

Rarity: So, what do you want to do today?

Fluttershy: I don't know, what do you want to do today?

Rarity: Hmmmm, how about we go see a movie. I heard they released a new love film called "A hoof in time". Everypony's been tell me how good it is.

Fluttershy: Okay, I love love films. And this one sounds like it's going to be delightful.

Rarity: Let's hope so.

Both of us headed to the movie theater that was just a few blocks away from the boutique. I was excited to go on a date with Rarity. I've been too busy with my animal friends so much, I didn't have time for her. I'm glad that she understood why though. But I wanted to make it up to her. A few trots later, we arrive at the theater and saw that the movie that we wanted to see is showing in an hour. We made it just in time.

Fluttershy: We only have an hour left.

Rarity: Which means we got her early. Thank Celestia. Alright, two tickets to see A hoof in time, please? (She said to the box office clerk)

The clerk gave Rarity the tickets and Rarity gave him the bits. We then went inside and headed to the theater room, but not before getting a big tub of popcorn from the concession stand and a large soda. They were pretty expensive, but Rarity didn't care. All that matter is that we were together, enjoying the movie. A few minutes later we were watching the movie. And it was so romantic in so many ways. It was dramatic, cute, funny, and lovable at the same time. Were were almost done with our large soda and our large tub of popcorn, since they're were only little kernels left, inside. As we watch the movie, our bodies couldn't stop touching each other. We touch hooves together, layed on each others shoulder, and more. If this keeps going, we might just kiss each other again. Rarity then gave me a lustful looks. I was a bit nervous, asking myself: What is she going to do with me? And then, she kissed me. I think she was returning the favor I gave her back in the house. I didn't mind, I loved tasting her lips. It felt so warm, and so sweet. I then ask myself, are we really seeing a movie, or did we come here to make out in passionate bliss? Oh well, I don't mind. I loved it. An hour later, after the movie was over, we continued our stroll around Ponyville. Figuring out what we're going to do next.

Rarity: That movie was just divine. And the ending really got me in tears.

Fluttershy: I know, right? So where you wanna go next.

Rarity: Hmmmmm, how about a cafe. I could go for something warm to drink.

Fluttershy: Like hot chocolate?

Rarity: Yeah, hot cocoa sounds good. I think I know a place that sell hot cocoa. Come on, you're gonna love their cocoa.

If there's one drink that filled my heart and stomach with happiness, it was hot chocolate. The most sweetest, hottest, chocolatey drink out there. Every sip was like a match made in heaven. It's also good with some marshmallows too. Oooh, the though of it made my mouth water. I was so excited. I follow Rarity to the cafe that sells hot cocoa. I looked at the menu and saw that they had different flavors of the drink. Lemon, strawberry, blueberry, vanilla, coconut, caramel, and dark chocolate. The flavors look so yummy.

Rarity: I'll have a regular low-fat soy latte, and my friend will have a caramel hot chocolate with lots of marshmallows. (She said to the clerk as she gives him the bits)

A caramel hot chocolate with marshmallows. Rarity knew me too well. My mouth started to water even more when she said those words. I couldn't wait any longer for my hot chocolate to arrive. The clerk gives us our drinks in cups and we both sat down on a bench to drink it. With all these drinks I've been drinking, I only hope my bladder doesn't get me running to the bathroom. I'm just glad I managed to use it before we left. I had a sensitive bladder. I took a sip of the warm and creamy drink and it made my taste buds light up like a Christmas tree. It was so delicious, and the gooey marshmallows made it very sweet.

Rarity: Enjoying your drink, darling.

Fluttershy: Uh huh, It's so sweet.

Rarity: Just like you. (She said as she kisses me)

Fluttershy: Heh heh heh, now you're making me blush.

Rarity: Good, that's for making me blush first. (She smiled)

Fluttershy: Hmmm, non-fat?

Rarity: Fraid so, I need to drop a few pounds before the summer, I want to fit into that red bikini when we head to the beach. You have to see it, by the way, it is so beautiful. Funny story though, I was at the mall and.....

Rarity kept on talking about funny story as I drink the last of my hot cocoa. I wish it didn't finish that quick, but then again it was so sweet that I dranked it too fast without even realizing. I love hot chocolate. A few minutes later, Rarity kept on talking to me about other stuff. As much as she wanted me to listen, I was too caught up in her beautiful eyes. They were so dreamy. Suddenly I felt a sharp pain in my bladder muscles. I then realize that I drinked a lot, today. From that large soda from the theaters, to the hot cocoa. There's only one reason why I was feeling like this, I had to use the bathroom, so bad.

Fluttershy: Oh no, not now, I have to go the bathroom. (I whispered to myself as I grinned my teeth)

My bladder was full of fluids, making the feeling even more tighter and shape. It hurts. I really had to go, but it was rude for me to just leave while Rarity was talking. And I didn't want to make her mad. Stupid sensitive bladder. As Rarity kept on talking, I started squirming around as the feeling inside me was getting fierce. I could hold it for the time being, it's not like I had to go that bad. I cross my hind legs just to keep the pain in for a little while. But a few minutes later, it started getting worse. I felt like crying, I couldn't hold it in that much longer, I had to tell Rarity or I'm gonna burst. I cross my hind legs as tight as I could, but Rarity seem to notice what I was doing.

Rarity: Fluttershy, you know, if you had to use the bathroom, you could've just said something. It's not ladylike to hold it in like that.

Fluttershy: Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't want to interrupt you.

Rarity: Awe, don't ever think that, darling. You're too important to me. Now come on, let get you to a restroom before you wet yourself. And we don't want that.

The thing I loved about Rarity is that she knew my body language too well. She knew that if I was too shy to say something, she would know what it was, in a heartbeat. I was glad though, I didn't know how much more I could hold it in. We tried to looks for anyplace that had a working restroom. Every minute added to my suffering. I shouldn't have never have had that giant soda back at the movies. Anyways, we then see a restaurant that was empty. We went inside, hoping that they would let us use the restroom.

Rarity: This looks like a good place. Is anyone working here?

Mimosa: Nope, we just opened this place. Hey, Rarity. Good to see you darling.

Rarity: Mimosa, it's been too long. How've you been?

We ran into one of Rarity's old friend; A mango-orange unicorn with a wine glass cutie mark colt known as Mimosa. I wanted to introduce myself, but I didn't have time, my bladder was about to burst any minute. I had to pee, real bad.

Fluttershy: Um, excuse me, Rarity. I..um.... (I stuttered as I started potty dancing)

Rarity: Oh, sorry darling. Um, Mimosa, can my marefriend use your bathroom? She has a sensitive bladder.

Mimosa: Awe, poor thing, of course you can. Down the hall, at the left. (He pointed out)

Fluttershy: Thank you. (I said to him as I ran to the bathroom)

As I went inside, I started to look around for an empty stall. All of them were empty, actually, so their was no reason to look around. I went into one, sat myself down on a toilet, and let myself go.

Fluttershy: Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! Oh yeah. (I sighed)

I felt relief in the drop of a hat. I felt my bladder being emptied of all the fluids that was inside it with each second. I never knew relief can feel so good. All that pain and suffering was finally over as I concentrated on relaxing. Thank Celestia, another hour of holding it in, and my kidneys could've explode. I'm just glad I was able to make it before that happened. Wow, I never peed like that for so long. I guess I did drank too much. My bladder was running like a faucet, letting go of everything that was inside it. I wiggled my flank just to get myself comfy while I was on the toilet seat, but relieving myself was the best comfort all around. While I was on the throne, waiting for myself to be finished, I slipped on my Itrod and started playing my favorite song. Anytime I was in the bathroom, using the toilet or taking a shower, I sometimes sing to myself, and since I was alone, I decided....Well...to sing.

Fluttershy's Singing: Untouchable like a distant diamond sky. I'm reaching out and I just can't tell you why, I'm caught up in you, I'm caught up in you. Untouchable, burning brighter than the sun And when you're close, I feel like coming undone. In the middle of the night when I'm in this dream, it's like a million little stars spelling out your name, you gotta come on, come on, say that we'll be together, come on, come on, little taste of heaven. It's half full and I won't wait here all day. I know you're saying that you'd be here anyway. But you're untouchable, burning brighter than the sun. Now that you're close, I feel like coming undone. In the middle of the night when I'm in this dream, it's like a million little stars spelling out your name, you gotta come on, come on, say that we'll be together, come on, come on, oh. In the middle of the night waking from this dream I wanna feel you by my side, standing next to me, you gotta come on, come on, say that we'll be togetheeeeeeeeeer.

I singed my heart out, making sure I didn't go off key, but I didn't care if I did, I was only singing for myself and myself only. But if it was Rarity, then it'd be okay. She is the love of my life anyways. As my bladder was finally empty, I put away my itrod and wiped myself till I was dry. Wow, there was a reason why they called this journal personal. Anyways, as I exit the bathroom, I saw both Rarity and Mimosa, talking to each other and catching up to old times when they were in college. Rarity never mentioned much about him, but then again I never asked. Oh well, I might as well introduce myself. I approach the two and sat down next to them.

Rarity: Hah hah hah, that was just too funny. Shy Shy, feeling better, sweetheart?

Fluttershy: Oh yes, much better than before.

Mimosa: Rarity was just telling me everything about you. I'm Mimosa. Nice to meet you.

Fluttershy: Um...likewise. (I said with a shy voice)

Rarity: Hun, you don't have to be shy.

Mimosa: Heh heh, it's fine. Me and Rarity go way back. I was in Canterlot college and she was my hair stylist partner, a long time ago.

Rarity: He didn't knew the difference between shampoo and conditioner at the time. I'm always giving him a hoof all the time.

Mimosa: Oh shut up, you didn't know how to put a needle in a thread without my help.

Fluttershy: Heh heh. (I giggled)

Mimosa: So Fluttershy, how long have you and Rarity been dating?

Fluttershy: Oh, for like a year now, I hoping for two.

Mimosa: Have you and Rarity......

Rarity: Oh lots of times. You should hear her when we're in bed. Especially how sensitive she gets.

Fluttershy: Rarity can be....a wild one, sometimes. And I like it. (I blushed and smiled)

Mimosa: Heh heh heh, bedtime is sure pleasant for the two of you, is it?

Rarity: Oh yes, it is. And what about you, Mimosa. Are you with somepony?

Mimosa: Oh yes, he's very sweet and caring at the same time. I actually met him in a cocktail party, and he's such a cutie.

Bacardi: Not as much as you are, hun.

Mimosa: Oh stop it, you. Love you lots. (He said as he blows a kiss to his lover)

Fluttershy: Awe, you two are so cute.

Mimosa: Heh heh, yeah. Great kisser, by the way, but I ain't getting into details. Oh, don't think we didn't heard you in the bathroom. What's your secret?

Fluttershy: Um...well...sometimes when I go to the bathroom to tinkle, I sing to myself, a lot.

Rarity: And you should hear her, Mimosa. She sings so well, you wouldn't believe.

Mimosa: Oh really? Then you wouldn't mind being in our snowy karaoke night, tonight.

Fluttershy: Snowy karaoke night?

Mimosa: Basically, someponies come in to sing their favorite song. Nothing special.

Fluttershy: How many have come for the event.

Mimosa: more then thirty-six.

Fluttershy: That's a lot.

Mimosa: Yeah, and a fine voice like yours is just what this club needs to make it shine.

Fluttershy: I'm sorry, but I don't want to. I get stage fright real easily.

Mimosa: Come on, you'll like it. Plus, complementary drinks for those who participate.

Fluttershy: Uh uh. (I shooked my head as I fold my hooves together)

Mimosa: Awe, fine. At least come for the event. You don't have to sing, but, you know, have a good time.

Rarity: Don't worry, Mimosa. We wouldn't miss it for the world, right Fluttershy.

Fluttershy: Yeah, of course. (I gulped)

To be honest, I wanted to participate in karaoke to sing for Rarity, but like I said; I get stage fright too easily. And I didn't want that to happen. I was just gonna sit next to Rarity and enjoy my time with her, just like any other pony. A few hours into the night, we were at Mimosa's club, listening to the soothing voices of a mare singing her favorite song. Everyone was inside the club, even couples like Applejack and Rainbow Dash, Twilight and Pinkie Pie, Lyra and Bon Bon, Octavia and Vinyl Scratch and so many others. I was with Rarity, having a sip of my clear sparkling soda. I didn't want to drink any alcohol cause I heard it messes with your body, and I didn't want that. Mimosa was sitting next to me along with Rarity, enjoying the show, just like everyone else. It was cold, but we had on our cozy wear to keep us warm.

Rarity: Enjoying the show, Darling?

Fluttershy: Oh yes, It's wonderful.

Rarity: Glad ya having a good time, and it's fine if you don't want to sing. You're still my shy shy. (She said as she kisses me)

Fluttershy: Thanks, Rarity. (I smiled in delight)

Rarity: Hmph, looks like I can go for another round. Refills?

Fluttershy: Can you get me a Shirley temple, I never had one of those.

Rarity: Sure thing, sweetie. Mimosa?

Mimosa: Nah, it's fine. I don't wanna get too out of my head. I gotta close up anyway.

Rarity went to the bar table to get us some drinks. I was so excited to try a Shirley temple. I never had one before, and Rarity told me it taste good. I just hope it didn't have any alcohol in it. I'm sensitive, ya know. Mimosa comes closer next to me, wanting to take to me for a bit. I wonder what he wanted to say.

Mimosa: Hey, you alright?

Fluttershy: Mmm hmm, you?

Mimosa: I'm okay, just relaxing. Hey, listen, I hope I didn't pressure you to go on stage.

Fluttershy: It's okay, no pressure at all.

Mimosa: Phew, good, I was getting worried there for a minute. Wanna hear something interesting? When I was just a little colt, I participated in an assembly. I wanted to be the star of the show. I practice all my lines and I did whatever I could to make a great impression on the audience.

Fluttershy: So what happened?  

Mimosa: Day of the assembly, I went up on stage, and I kinda started getting nervous to the point of me crying and peeing on myself.

Fluttershy: Oh my, I though I was the only one. I'm so sorry.

Mimosa: Meh, it's fine, and no, you're not. Always remember Fluttershy; We all get nervous, but in the ending of the day we gotta over come our nervousness in order to get ahead in life. Words to live by.

He was right. Everyone gets nervous, but in reality we have to overcome it, otherwise, we won't be able to achieve anything. We gotta stand strong and have a brave heart, no matter what. Rarity had such good friends, especially Mimosa. Speaking of which I wonder why she took so long with the drink? Anyways, as Lyra was done singing in front of the crowd, she goes back to Bon Bon and Bacardi goes up to select the next singer.

Bacardi: Alright, that was Lyra singing "I don't want to set the word on fire." Next up we have, Berry Punch singing fever. Lets give a warm welcome to Berry Punch. (He said to the audience)

But Berry was nowhere to be found, even the audience couldn't find her. Bacardi and Mimosa was looking around the entire place for her. But then she appeared from the bathroom, smelling like vomit and grape wine. I think she had too much to drink. She looked like she was going to fall at any rate. All her words were bunched up and mixed like fruits.

Berry Punch: I'm.....here. HELLO ALL YOU SHAPPY KEEPUL! Perry bunch is here to......uhhhhhhhhhhh....I don't know why I'm here. (She burped as she was intoxicated)

Mimosa: Sing?

Berry Punch: SING! That's right, oh Celestia, I'm so wasted. WOOOOO! Hey, who shall you are again?

Bacardi: Okay, hun, I think you had enough for today, why don't you go back home and get some rest. (He said as he tried to help her)

Berry Punch: Don't touch me, mutha bucker. I came to shing, and I'm gonna shing. WATCH OUT NOW!!

The purple drunk mare went up on stage to sing. But all she did was wobble around like she was going to fall. It was a bit funny at first but at the same time, I kinda felt bad for her. She looked so dazed and confused. She then grabbed the mic and started singing, despite the fact that she was drunk.

Berry Punch singing: YA GIVE MAH FEEVAAAAAAH, IN SO MUCH.....

She then fainted on the ground, snoring like she was in her bed. Poor mare, she really needed to cut her habits on drinking a lot. Mimosa and Bacardi goes to the stage and carries Berry out of the bar. One called a taxi while the other waited for the taxi to arrive. I then see the empty stage, and, for some weird reason, it was calling for me to come up. I didn't want to, but then I remembered what Mimosa said. I took a deep breath and went on stage, grabbing the mic, thinking of what song I should sing. Mimosa and Rarity looked at me, afraid that I was going to faint due to my stage fright.

Mimosa: Oh no, this ain't good.

Rarity: Oh dear, please baby, don't faint. Don't faint.

I was about to prove them wrong. I knew what song I was going to sing.

Fluttershy Singing: I say I'll move the mountains, and I'll move the mountains. If she wants them out of the way, crazy she calls me, Sure, I'm crazy. Crazy in love, I say. I say I'll go through fire, and I'll go through fire. As she wants it, so it will be. Crazy she calls me, sure, I'm crazy, crazy in love, you see. Like the wind that shakes the bough, she moves me with a smile. The difficult I'll do right now, the impossible will take a little while I say I'll care forever, and I mean forever. If I have to hold up the sky. Crazy she calls me. Sure, I'm crazy. Crazy in loooooooove am I.

As I was finished singing, the audience clapped for me with cheers and applause. Rarity and Mimosa smiled with joy and delight, they were very proud that I went up on stage and sanged. I was so glad that I was able to overcome my stage fright so I could show the world what I could do. I felt victorious.

Fluttershy: Thank you, I dedicated this song to the mare that gives me strength everyday. I love you, Rarity.

Rarity was about to go in tears. She ran to the stage and kissed me, passionately. I was so lucky to have a mare like her to be with me. She was my strength, my heart, and most of all, my encourager. The audience's cheers became more rapid and loud, probably from the fact that we were kissing. I was pretty nervous when they saw us kissing, but I didn't care, let them watch. An hour later we went back home, but not before taking a stroll around the snowy park. The sky was so beautiful; the clouds were colored with an orange glow. What a way to spend the night. Both of us were sitting on the cold bench that was covered in snow. Don't worry, we cleaned it up.

Rarity: You really did good, darling. I never knew you had it in you.

Fluttershy: Me neither, when I went up on stage, my body felt like it was going to collapse, but I breath a little and just went with it. I'm just glad I didn't make a fool of myself like Punch.

Rarity: Thank Celestia you didn't, it took both Bacardi and Mimosa to get her outta there and into a taxi. Hope the poor girl's okay. She really has a drinking problem.

Fluttershy: How bad?

Rarity: You would not believe. Listen, Shy shy, I'm very proud of you, for overcoming your fear. For the past year I've known you, you were always so nervous and shy, and you still are, to be honest.

Fluttershy: I know. (I said as I bowed my head)

Rarity: But, by all the times I've been spending with you, you've been able to conquer it, and that's a big improvement coming from you. I love you, no matter what. And if you ever need a helping hoof, I'll be there for you. (She said as she holds my hoof)

Fluttershy: I just needed support, from my friends, and you. I love you too, Rarity. You're my everything. (I said as I kiss her)

I wish I could say something meaningful without overflowing this journal about how much I love Rarity. But I don't care, I love Rarity. She's everything to me. She's my helping hoof and my savior. Love is a beautiful thing. It gives you joy, happiness, courage and strength. Without it, I just be as shy as any other pony. Thank you, Rarity. For being there for me the most when you could. I wish there was a word for how much I love you. I'll think about it when the times comes. One thing for sure, my time with Rarity was amazing. That was seven months ago, and our love and bond is as strong as steel. That's love for ya, it makes ya happy with each second. I only wish the snow came, to be honest, it's hot as heck here. Oh well, at least I have my marefirend with me to keep me cool. To all those out there who are like me, never give up. Have courage, have faith, and have the will to do what you love to do. With love in every heart.

-Fluttershy

End of journal.